Friday, October 9, 2009

New Toys

Just when I think I thought I had everything I want in my studio list, digidesign comes out with the Eleven Rack guitar recording solution.  Anyone have an extra $1000?

My music career has been full of wants and needs over the last several years.  In the beginning, it was all about writing and performing but now I tend to focus more on writing and recording.  The internet seems to have taken over the music world.  Sometimes I find myself wondering, "Why bother? No one will ever find me in the sea of music on the internet,"  Yet, I have spent thousands of dollars on recording equipment.  At the rate I am going, it will take 20 years to make enough to come close to breaking even with the costs of all this stuff.  My toys...I love them and I enjoy them but I desperatly want to have a taste of success, or I want to not care any more. 

I am to the point where I don't feel an urgency to get to some imaginary point of success.  The unreachable dream of music world domination is more of a turn off than an unrequieted love.  I would really like to feel that I do a job that rewards both my pocket and my ego.   

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